Sunday, April 22, 2007

I knew this was comming...

Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH are true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Your comments in colour.
Then, tag 3 people to do the same test:


I miss somebody right now. (I miss that person so much, it kinda hurts)
I do not watch tv these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses. (If not lights will be the only tings I'm attracted to at night)
I love to play video games. (not maple k... i really play games, wuzzy games according to Shi En tho)
I have tried marijuana.
I have been in a threesome.
I believe honesty is usually the best policy. (if only i practice it)
I have changed mentally over the last year. (you have no idea...)
I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I curse. (a lot...)
I’m totally smart. (ppl say i have the brains but i'm just not using it)
I’ve broken someone’s bones. (of the bastards in my life)
I’m paranoid sometimes. (hahaha kena marah for this)
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free. (nip/tuck inspired)
I need money right now. (there is so many things that i want but can't afford to buy!)
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast. (many has complained of this)
I have long hair. (ever since forever~)
I have lost money in Las Vegas.
I have at least one sibling. (I have 2)
I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn’t survive without Caller ID. (I hate anticipations)
I like the way I look. (haha!!)
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings. (people who knows me well will know this side of me)
I have a hidden talent. (is sloth-ing a hidden talent?)
I’m always hyper no matter how much sugar I have.
I have a lot of friends. (I do... and all of them are the best, with them in my life who needs a boyfriend~)
I am currently single. (and free and independent and happy)
I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone. (record time: 4 hours)
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop. (i'm so not a girl)
Enjoy window shopping. (jalan-jalan still ok lagi)
I would rather shop than eat.
I don’t hate anyone. (i really wish i do not, but sadly, i do)
I'm a pretty good dancer. (i don't dance at all... hahaha!! not professionally at least)
I’m completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.
I believe in God. (i'm buddhist, Buddha is not god, he is a great teacher, technically there is no god as belived by Buddhist)
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months. (only high and happy not yet drunk)
I’ve rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future. (it's more important to me than even marriage itself)
I have changed a diaper before. (my nephew's)
I’ve called the cops on a friend before.
I’m not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn. (i'm naive)
I’m shy around members of the opposite sex.
I have made a move on a friend’s significant other or crush in the past.
I have tried alcohol before. (still a noob but getting better... hehe!!)
I own the South Park movie.
I would die for my best friend.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and I like it. (and bob the builder too)
I am happy at this moment! (minus the dissappointment from yesterday, the rest im happy)
I’m obsessed with girls.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I’ve ever met.
I study for tests most of the time. (does approximately 6 hours before the paper begins count?)
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever I can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles. (the one in Langkawi's under water world is cute~)
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.
Plan on achieving a major goal/dream. (yeash~)
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.
I worked at McDonald’s restaurant.
I hate office jobs. (don't see myself working in one lor~)
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules. (i wish i can swim... anyone wants to volunteer to be my instructor?)
I went college out of state. (Shi en understands)
I like sausages.
I love kisses. (oo...they are the connectors of two people, in love)
I fall for the worst people.
I adore bright colours. (look into my closet, you'll understand)
I can’t live without black eyeliner.
I don’t know why the hell I just did this stupid thing.
I usually like covers better than originals. (teddy geiger's version of You'll Ba In My Heart for example)
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can whistle. (i can't, you believe me?)
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snake's slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I’ve written in.
I can’t stick to a diet. (haha!! food is my second heaven)
I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions. (all the time)
I have jazz in my blood.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past-time.
I wear a toe ring.
I can’t stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie. (every single day at least one serving of it)
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is. (wazzat?)
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I only clean my room when necessary. (i'm a sloppy sloth)
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy. (who doesn't?)
I am an adrenaline junkie.

3 ppl i tag : yhwee, may, steph

Thursday, April 12, 2007

back again...

so since my last post i had spent RM980 on my new 19 inch LCD monitor and a graphic card... now using my computer feels like im watching television. and my sims feels like they are real life except i'm controlling their everyday life. planning on changing my speakers soon. oh no, don't get me wrong, my present speakers are still fine, but i just wan to synchronize my whole computer set, i wan them all to be either black or/and silver only.

ok that's for the physical stuff that i have or just own. now emotionally, i'm so not happy, so disappointed with some guy(s) in my life currently. i hope they all burn in hell~!!!!! fuh~ ok, actually it's not that bad, but i really think guys should be more understanding and not just act according to their heart.

please don't say things that you know you don't mean, just to regret it later and ignore what you have done. if the wrong messages are sent, much bigger problems will come up. the worse part is, these problems are unnecessary and that you do not want to happen. but as usual you just have to say it out to satisfy the 'nagging old man in your head'.

you have no idea how much it'll hurt another party by doing these foolish things. you might feel embarrass for your acts, but you have to still come in terms with it as you are the one that did it, so face the consequences and do what you have to do to correct the situation, not just shy away and pretend nothing has happened. what the hell do you think god gave you the 2 balls hanging in between your legs? get castrated if you are not planning to use them~!!!!

sorry to my other guy friends who are reading this, i know it's rather hush, but you know that i don't mean you, rite? my best friends are all angels. you know who you are. but to those inconsiderate males reading this, please ok, girls are so not toys. we are not that easy, don't make use of us like as if you've purchase us from the supermarket. it hurts so damn fucking much~!!!!