Feeling Fucked up~

The longest survey you'll ever fill
out! Do the world a favor: fill it
out and post it for all your friends.
Do this because the person who sent
it to you didn't sit here for ages
for nothing. Answer all the
questions honestly, no lying to avoid
stuff.

Starting Time: 1522
Name : leonie
Sisters : 1
Brothers : 1
Shoe size : 4, 4.5, 5
Height : 154
what are u wearing? singlet, surf pants
Favorite Number : 8
Favorite Drink: coffee
Favorite Month : october
Favorite Breakfast : coffee

Have You Ever
Broken a bone : nope
Been in a police car : nope, fire brigade got lar
Been on a boat : yup
Came close to dying : nope
Swam in the ocean : yup, phobia tho...
Fallen asleep in school : nope, somehow can't, like how i cant sleep in moving vehicles
Cried when someone died : yup
Fell off your chair : haha... so stupid, got kua...
Sat by the phone? : it's always there lor...
Saved emails? : i don't sve, i just don't delete them
Been cheated on : nope
Cheated on the test : cant bring myself to do it

What is-
Your room like? : erm~ which room, i have 3 rooms all together, my study is well, untouched, so it's dusty and all over the place, but i oni use one square of it, so who cares.

Whats right beside you? : untouched dvds, my phone... too many lar

Ever Had-
Chicken pox : yup
Sore throat : yup, i hate it
Stitches : nope
Broken nose : nope

Do You-
Like picnics? : ok ni lar...
Like School? : if there's a promise that there won't be exams and homework

Questions---
Who was the last person you danced with : radi? jooli? joneil? nick? dunno lar, can't remember
Who makes you smile? : many things lor... my best memories and cold jokes mostly

Who---
Did you last yell at : no one, should i?
Do you like yourself : yup most of the time

Final Questions--
What are you listening to right now? : Eric Clapton - Blue Eyes Blue
Hated someone in your family? : should i? they gave my life...
What car do you wish to have? : mitsubishi lancer 2.0GT its nice...
Good singer : michael buble, ne-yo... thise kind of people lar
Diamond or pearl? : non... prefer pure yellow or white gold
Indoors or outdoors : outdoor~

Today did you---
1. Talk to someone you like? : yup
2. who? : friends~
3. Get sick? : nope...
4. Sing: yup
5. Talked to an ex : nope
6. Miss someone : yup

-Last person who---
7. Was in your bed besides you: no one but me... pathetic~

September 2007

here i am in the emo-y state again... i know i'm not suppose to but somehow i just can't help it. i tell myself to be strong, don't think about it, but at the back of my head, actually it's bothering me badly. it's like i was just getting used to the 'routine' for the pass 2 weeks. but next week, it'll be a totally different thing already. somehow i feel ripped.

anyway, just want to say thanks so very much for the wonderful 2 weeks. seriously, it's almost always filled with so much comfort, joy, laughter and nonsense. though it's not permanent and we know it, but we know that we have put our wholeselves in. there's no regrets at all of the things i did. somehow there's a little satisfaction in between the lines too.

and so sorry to those who have been visiting my blog. i apologize on the absence of updates. for the pass month, it has been nothing but pure stress. almost drown with midterms, assignments and presentations, and for the next 3 weeks, it'll be more studying and also final examinations.

so here's just a brief update, btw shien, aiyo... you are so in love lar~!!! berbulu wei i read ur blog~!! hahaha~!! 2 weeks ni lar... not so bad k :-P