bored~!!!!

ok...5 weeks holidays is not fun at all... i'm slowly reducing to dust day by day... haha~!!!

anyway... reason i'm blogging now is because i want to express how much i miss a person i once named my special friend. he is special to me because though he was foul-mouthed and a bully - especially towards me, but behind that bad image that he potrayed, he was actually a very caring, but angry teenager.

he has choosen a different path to be a person i hardly know now. and i've not been speaking to him for more than a year already. and i really miss the friend i knew. all because of the huge unnecessary misunderstanding that we had a year before, everything shattered and went down the drain.

i don't even know if he considers me as a friend now. though i don't see how our friendship could be like the years that we were frinds, but i really wish to be calling him my special friend again. if only we could open our hearts and forgive each other... i really miss this friend.