crankiness~

first of all, i would like to thank all of you who have taken my crazy test. honestly, i personally think that it is a very difficult test. so to those of you who did not do well, it's ok... of cause i do not expect for you to know or listen to all my craziness all the time. and to those you scored~!!! yay~... erm that's all, oh~ and thanks for listenning to me all the time too~!!! hahaha~!!!

so since the pass 3 weeks or so has been damn hectic. mid terms after mid terms and right now all the assignment due dates are coming close, like very very close. so everyone is like rushing to finish our respective parts and assignment. i'm getting so very sick and tired of these craps. all the hard work and money wasted just to get what? a stupid paper that states you have wasted 4 years of your youth spending at least RM40,000.

im suppose to be sitting in from of my desk studying for my quiz tomorrow by the way, but i have no mood to do so at all, instead here i am in front of my computer typing this crapz. hahaha~!!! im getting so blardy restless already... it's like non stop one after another assignments after assignments after quizes and then exams again~!!! i can't help but to slow down and curi tulang a little.

i've not been in a very good mood today. throwing temper all around. snapping at evrybody that talks to me. im not sure why also. but im feeling better now already.

some random thoughts, there are many things that i have lost and gained back lately, things that i thought i'm better of without. but when i do not have it, i realise that i miss it a lot. so now that i have it again, i can't stop thinking about it. wondering all this what if i've had it all a long. hahaha~!!! but humans are like that, they don't appreciate what ever they have and only realise it's goodness efter it's gone.

so how far would you go for another person? so found out oso that friends would go all out for those they care about. i know people who hate seeing people they care being ill treated. they would keep a grudge for you even after you yourself have long ago forgot about the incident. they would bare with you even for hours just to make sure you will be ok during the times you feel like pulling your own head off. you will agree to do the silliest things for the heck of it just to see your friend smile. i know people of all these trades. they are my friends. thankful for that... love you people to the max~!!!

actually i have nothing to blog about, just feel like typing something. feeling so blardy restless and tired. just feel like lazing. haiz~ so this entry is just about some random thoughts and crapz~ will blog properly later lar, k?