it takes 2 to clap

where do i stand in you life? who am i to you? how am i suppose to give you an answer of what i want when there is so many things that i don't know? it takes 2 to clap when making a difficult decision like this.

i have feelings for u. i think it might be strong ones too. like you once said, it's been a long time, i am made out of flesh and blood too, would not have held on so long otherwise right? how would i know that you return the feelings? maybe it's true that we both are creatures of ego and will not express verbally how we feel.

i have to admit that i am scared and dare not put my whole heart in for fear of rejection and hurt. i need to feel that i am safe and secured. oh well, i did make noise about your nature but as a whole, if you do not go over board (i know that you know what i mean) i don't really bother. i just want to know that is my stand in your life...