Mix Emotions~

It was a weekend of fun, love and laughter~~ why must happy times pass so darn fast?? damn. i miss it and i miss him already...

feeling quite tired now. and also somewhat disorientated and loss for some reasons. for once since i started working up here on genting highlands, i feel like i want to be at some place else. sigh~~

i wish time will pass faster~~ oh god... make this sickening feeling go away please... sigh~ maybe it was the alcohol intake last night which made the feelings, which i've been trying to mask, enhanced. what should i do?

in future, i will know to think things through before doing anything stupid. though it could be fun at the moment (with the help of alcohol) but it's so worrifying afterwards. i hope things will be fine.

another thing is that, i don't know how to not worry about my possesions to be snatched by others. it could be karma though. blame it on myself. i try not to think about it too much, but honestly, it's so difficult. i feel lost.

these are all my own honest feelings i currently feel. i needed to talk.