BluEk~~

i notice that i can't stay alone for too long time... i mean literally alone, not the relationship/couple way... just the alone with nothing to do and not many people whom i could talk heart to heart to. and during this holidays, i've proven that i could be a real paranoid in many sense. thinking too much and making myself believe my thoughts. it's crappy. i do not know whether you'd understand what i'm saying or not...

but anyways, tomorrow i'll be flying to Langkawi (again) with Jo Neil, Joo Li, Jeffrey, Sher Li and Siaw Keen. i wonder how the trip will turn out. honestly i'm not too keen about the trip because out of the 5 names that i've mentioned, i'm only familiar with 2. but that's alright. i'll make the best out of the trip. anybody want to tumpang anything from Langkawi?

and Chinese New Year is aroud the corner too. not really looking forward to it. my sister is coming back this year by the way. she hasn't been celebrating chinese new year with the family for the past 3 years. my brother couldn't come home this year (again) because he is studying during the time. but that's alright at least this year i have one of my siblings accompanying me, i won't be alone.

and another thing, i've been trying very hard to watch my cash flow. i'm trying to save up, but it doesn't seem to be happenning. because i realise (finally) if i want to fullfill all my wants, i need to have the means. without the means, i will get no where. hehe... so i need to save cash~!!! anybody have any idea where i can find money?

and one more thing, i want to recommend everybody to watch nip/tuck. it's quite good. but i would warn of a quite high gag reflex factor and quite violent sex acts. so if you feel uncomfortable with these factors, please be warn that nip/tuck has loads of it.