A is for age:
@ 20 and two months exactly
B is for beer of choice:
@ i don't know how to drink sadly... langsung not chinese sialz...
C is for career right now:
@ Student... majoring in messing up and over obsessing on things that i like...
E is for essential item you useeveryday:
@ the thing that i'm looking at now... my PC, secondary is my k700i
F is for favorite TV show at the moment:
# Grey's Anatomy
G is for favorite game:
# currently it's volleyball..
H is for Home town:
# Malacca my home...
I is for instruments you play:
@ use to be able to play the guitar... i gave up after realising that my fingers aren't long enough
J is for favorite juice:
@ juice? i only have ONE favourite liquid, it's called COFFEE...
K is for whose butt you'd like to kick:
@ the K in this question will stand for Ken in my answer... i want to kick him in the butt for making me feel like this for him now
L is for last place you eat:
@ in front of my PC while watching Grey's Anatomy
M is for music:
@ Ah Yue - Ai Wo Bie Zhou
N is for next trip you will be taking:
@ SINGAPORE~!!! go shopping for CNY
O is for overnight hospital stays:
@ don't ever wish that i will have to frequent it...
P is for people you were with today:
@ That will be Chi ei and Radikah... then there is my parents and later my baby nephew and his parents
Q is for quote:
@ how do you think a sloth mates?
R is for Biggest Regret:
@ forcing feelings for someone i know i won't have real feelings for...
S is for status:
@ single n lovin' it~!!!
T is for time you woke up today:
@ 9+ to help mum make tang yuen
U is for the color of your umbrella:
@ pink.... and pink panther designs all over...
V is for vegetable you love:
@ every single green leaf except for those with scent
W is for worst habit:
@ shaking my feet...
X is for x-rays you've had
@ my teeth and my heart
Y is for yummy food you eat today:
@ instant noodles from China
Z is for zodiac sign:
@ libra...it's totally untrue what they say about librans, by the way.
*sorry im just very bored at the moment...waiting for more Grey's Anatomy episodes to finish downloading*
Friday, December 22, 2006
Monday, December 18, 2006
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year...
so christmas is around the corner... everyone is getting in the mood, everybody is busy buying presents, planning dinner parties, decorating their houses with bright lights and christmas trees. but why... why am i not in the mood for the celebration? i don't even know...
anyways i've always been a person who has a lot of wants... but i never have enough means to meet the wants. if i were in the mood i would have came out with a mile long christmas wish list, asking santa to bring me many many unnecessary material needs that i make myself want. things that would probably make me happy, be my anti-depressant for awhile. stuffs like:
1) a Play Station Portable
2) a good 3D Display card for my PC
3) a shopping spree, for free, at Rip Curl or Billabong
4) an iPod video
5) a holiday in any part of the world outside Malaysia
6) a w850i Sony Ericsson walkman phone
7) a whole new wardrobe
8) a big room filled with a life long supply of coffee
stuffs like that... but like you already know... u will not be satisfied even if santa give you the whole world but you do not have happiness. even a million dollars will run dry one day. so for this christmas, i do not want anything materialistic from santa. there's just a few things that i hope santa can bring me... things like:
1) i want santa to bring me someone to cuddle/hug/kiss... someone that i truely like and not make-believe like. someone who will share my dreams with me and not laugh at me, someone who is willing to take the leap of faith with me and not chicken out, someone who will laugh and cry with me and not just throwing so-called lover's talk at me, someone who i know will hold my back if i ever fall. someone i can finally call my true love. because i do not want to be hurting another person's feelings, i don't not want to hurt my own feelings anymore...
2) i want santa to give me courage and will power in life. so that i can repair my very torn and battered self esteem. so that i can, for once, not afraid to open up to people around me. so that i don't have to wear a mask everyday pretending that i'm happy. so that i can be proud of myself and not feel like a failure. so that i can leave up to my parent's expectations and not hurt them anymore. so that i can be brave to face the real world.
there's only this two things that i truly want...
anyways i've always been a person who has a lot of wants... but i never have enough means to meet the wants. if i were in the mood i would have came out with a mile long christmas wish list, asking santa to bring me many many unnecessary material needs that i make myself want. things that would probably make me happy, be my anti-depressant for awhile. stuffs like:
1) a Play Station Portable
2) a good 3D Display card for my PC
3) a shopping spree, for free, at Rip Curl or Billabong
4) an iPod video
5) a holiday in any part of the world outside Malaysia
6) a w850i Sony Ericsson walkman phone
7) a whole new wardrobe
8) a big room filled with a life long supply of coffee
stuffs like that... but like you already know... u will not be satisfied even if santa give you the whole world but you do not have happiness. even a million dollars will run dry one day. so for this christmas, i do not want anything materialistic from santa. there's just a few things that i hope santa can bring me... things like:
1) i want santa to bring me someone to cuddle/hug/kiss... someone that i truely like and not make-believe like. someone who will share my dreams with me and not laugh at me, someone who is willing to take the leap of faith with me and not chicken out, someone who will laugh and cry with me and not just throwing so-called lover's talk at me, someone who i know will hold my back if i ever fall. someone i can finally call my true love. because i do not want to be hurting another person's feelings, i don't not want to hurt my own feelings anymore...
2) i want santa to give me courage and will power in life. so that i can repair my very torn and battered self esteem. so that i can, for once, not afraid to open up to people around me. so that i don't have to wear a mask everyday pretending that i'm happy. so that i can be proud of myself and not feel like a failure. so that i can leave up to my parent's expectations and not hurt them anymore. so that i can be brave to face the real world.
there's only this two things that i truly want...