sometimes not everything you want, you will definately get. it's sad and dissappointing. but you can do almost nothing escept to keep on hoping.
but sometimes what you hope your wish does came true but only not to you. it hurts even more. no matter how many times you say you were not pinning on it, you somehow know deep down inside you really wanted it. what you tell yourself is just self-soothing.
i know now how those with ex(s) that falls in love again, feels. especially when you have not really got over the other person. you can't bear the thought of him kissing the new person in his life, you start imagining the sweet words they tell each other before they go to sleep. you feel like crying.
but we cannot be selfish. when you are already leading a different life now, you cannot expect others to live it with you.somehow no matter what, life still has to go on.
i will move on and get over the fact that the sit is now taken, but after a good cry out...
*boooohooooo....*
