I'm blogging during work. haha~!!
I'm bored. I'm working 7 days a week. My broke and my bills are due. cool?
In December I will be back in Melaka for 8 days straight due to HWC. Can't wait~!! Spending no brainer time with nothing to worry is so fun. I'm yearning for a sweet vacation tho.
Life on the mountain is pretty much the same day after day after day. It's becoming a routine. Can you believe that I'm off to bed at an average of 9.30pm every night, because I have nothing better to do?
But the good part about it is that I getting used to not having entertainment, as in living without the idiot box and it's more idiot big brother. Makes me miss Melaka more and somewhat miss socially ill activities such as clubbing and k-ing.
One part that i miss about not being at home is also, the friends and company and my Bie. Everything feels so at ease back home, so at reach, so convinient, so familiar, so ME. Doesn't mean I do not have friends up here, but I'm sure many of you get what i mean, the level of familiarity and comfort is different.
Friends, any of you have any series you can help me to download/burn/save/borrow? especially one tree hill, grey's anatomy, gossip girl and heroes? if yes, i want. I feel so outdated, I use to be among the 1st to watch every latest episodes, now i'm a whole season behind. so sedih...
Anyways, can't wait to be back at home... counting down the days... haha~!!!
Saturday, November 29, 2008
Tuesday, October 07, 2008
Truth? Lie?
i don't assume things. i judge base on evidence and experience. if there should be a truth, i want to hear it 1st hand. im grateful for all 3rd party sources. cause if there weren't them, i will forever be in the dark. but i won't solely rely on 3rd party source until i have evidence of my own.
i value honesty. of cause i don't want to be made a fool. that's why i like clarification. i do not do assumption. to avoid accusation, i usually encourage explanation. that way, i believe misunderstanding can be avoided.
when i do something, i usually put my whole heart into it. i am a prefectionist to a certain extend. if there is an interferance, a lot of times i break down, but most of the time i want to find out why and how i could overcome it. that's why sometimes i can get too personal with things.
i read about certain people who believes in certain things but in reality fails to prove so. with that said many things could come out of it, one major part, miscommunication and misunderstandings. i do hear about peolpe who shamelessly assume things just to make things sound like or seem like how they want it to be. for what reason? i do not know.
but i don't deny that i might be the one to mistaken. but as i say, i don't say things before i check. i might be trusting the wrong person too, but yet again, i checked. but, i still do not wish to get hurt or hurt anyone in this matter. on a more selfish part, who doesn't want every thing good for themselves right?
i thank my 3rd party for alerting me, really appreciate it~~
i value honesty. of cause i don't want to be made a fool. that's why i like clarification. i do not do assumption. to avoid accusation, i usually encourage explanation. that way, i believe misunderstanding can be avoided.
when i do something, i usually put my whole heart into it. i am a prefectionist to a certain extend. if there is an interferance, a lot of times i break down, but most of the time i want to find out why and how i could overcome it. that's why sometimes i can get too personal with things.
i read about certain people who believes in certain things but in reality fails to prove so. with that said many things could come out of it, one major part, miscommunication and misunderstandings. i do hear about peolpe who shamelessly assume things just to make things sound like or seem like how they want it to be. for what reason? i do not know.
but i don't deny that i might be the one to mistaken. but as i say, i don't say things before i check. i might be trusting the wrong person too, but yet again, i checked. but, i still do not wish to get hurt or hurt anyone in this matter. on a more selfish part, who doesn't want every thing good for themselves right?
i thank my 3rd party for alerting me, really appreciate it~~