you know what... really i'm jealous. everybody in my life has a significant other. but i don't have one. plus i don't mean to react like i don't care when anyone talks about their other half. but i mean it's devastating to hear so much about it when you can't compare yourself to the person talking you know what i mean?
it's like you can't help but think you are so hopeless and unwanted. i'm really a weak hearted person easily jealous, low self esteem and easily gives up. maybe that's why i'm feeling this way.
