You're not alone
Together we stand
I'll be by your side, you know I'll take your hand
When it gets cold
And it feels like the end
There's no place to go
You know I won't give in
No I won't give in
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
So far away
I wish you were here
Before it's too late, this could all disappear
Before the doors close
And it comes to an end
With you by my side I will fight and defend
I'll fight and defend
Yeah, yeah
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Hear me when I say, when I say I believe
Nothing's gonna change, nothing's gonna change destiny
Whatever's meant to be will work out perfectly
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
La da da da
La da da da
La da da da da da da da da
Keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Just stay strong
'Cause you know I'm here for you, I'm here for you
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
Keep holding on
Keep holding on
There's nothing you could say
Nothing you could do
There's no other way when it comes to the truth
So keep holding on
'Cause you know we'll make it through, we'll make it through
* Keep holding on and stay strong *
Friday, December 29, 2006
Summing up the year
in general... what's 2006 to me? one word... a nightmare.
ok... lets start from the very beginning. My bought my computer in January. according to my dad it's quite canggih. i was told it's a pentium 4 3.2, with 1 Gb RAM and 120 Gb hardisk space. then i was obsessed with it for a while till i learnt that my computer actually does not have a graphic card. but thanks to the 1 Gb RAM, though lagging, i actually learnt to play many computer games. my favourites are the sims 2, and many tycoon types of games.
somewhere in january or febuary, some pEoplE got me addicted to the drama series The OC, so many parts of january thru March (i think) i was busy downloading the whole series to my computer. my limewire wa working over time and in the end i finish watching the whole thing even before starworld finish screening the 10th episode. then the dwoloading stopped when the season 3 came to an end. season 4 has just started to screen somewhere last month. so now i've been downloding, currently it's episode 6.
then came march where a group of us went to MP for the hitz.fm birthday bash. it was an experience alright. we met all of our favourite radio DJs. they are all so friendly. and unexpectedly met my teenage idol, THE MOFFATTS~!!! Clint and Bob Moffatt where there performing as guest performers. they are still as skinny as ever but undoubtedly cute. in the same month my brother came back from china.
then my uncle, my very favourite one in fact, gave the whole family a major scare. he was admitted into the hospital and was pre-diagnose with lung cancer. he was very weak for a while. then after a month or so... miraculously, he made a full recovery. everyone is happy. but the bad news is he has just started to smoke again. some people just does learn ya?
then it was may already... actually i do not lke to elaborate much about may until october... it's like a nightmare which i just hope im able to erase from my head. just thinking about it make the hair on my back stand. just summarize the whole thing, there was this guy that i met and got together with. lets just call him Superglue. because like his name, he IS very much just a blob of superglue. he expects to spent every living minute together. he does things that he thinks couple should be doing, i bet half the time he is doing anything he doesn't even know why is he or why should he be doing it. so end of october i decided enough is enough and ended the hell. and im glad i did. so let's just not mention the past may thru october that ruin my entire year, ever again. PLEASE~!!!
so now we are in december already. im sitting here typing this crap when im suppose to be studying for my finals coming up next week. but i'm just so not in the mood to study at the moment. im still not done pesterring my dad to get me a 3d graphic card for my darling computer. but i'll get it by hook or by crook. what's on my mind rite now is grey's anatomy... the oc... grey's anatomy... the oc... thanks to good friends of mine. hahaha~!!!
ok...lessons i've learnt in year 2006:-
1) don't love too easily. it not only hurts youself but hurts others more. learn first don't love yet. open my eyes more widely to look further and not only look at the present. don't think about enjoyment only. there a lot more to life.
2) close my ears when friends talk about interesting dramas. be cautious. it's very addictive. goodness~!!!
3) be patient. wait... look how many people are laughing at me now because i did not wait and just menjunam tanpa melihat. look how im regretting my own actions now.
4) im such a push over. i must learn to be stronger and learn to say no. even people who you think loves you can take advantage of you when you give too much.
anywayz, im looking to a better 2007 i hope. what have been done throughout this year, i can't erase them, i can't undo them, i can only learn from them. rite?
so to everybody, once again HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007~!!!!
ok... lets start from the very beginning. My bought my computer in January. according to my dad it's quite canggih. i was told it's a pentium 4 3.2, with 1 Gb RAM and 120 Gb hardisk space. then i was obsessed with it for a while till i learnt that my computer actually does not have a graphic card. but thanks to the 1 Gb RAM, though lagging, i actually learnt to play many computer games. my favourites are the sims 2, and many tycoon types of games.
somewhere in january or febuary, some pEoplE got me addicted to the drama series The OC, so many parts of january thru March (i think) i was busy downloading the whole series to my computer. my limewire wa working over time and in the end i finish watching the whole thing even before starworld finish screening the 10th episode. then the dwoloading stopped when the season 3 came to an end. season 4 has just started to screen somewhere last month. so now i've been downloding, currently it's episode 6.
then came march where a group of us went to MP for the hitz.fm birthday bash. it was an experience alright. we met all of our favourite radio DJs. they are all so friendly. and unexpectedly met my teenage idol, THE MOFFATTS~!!! Clint and Bob Moffatt where there performing as guest performers. they are still as skinny as ever but undoubtedly cute. in the same month my brother came back from china.
then my uncle, my very favourite one in fact, gave the whole family a major scare. he was admitted into the hospital and was pre-diagnose with lung cancer. he was very weak for a while. then after a month or so... miraculously, he made a full recovery. everyone is happy. but the bad news is he has just started to smoke again. some people just does learn ya?
so now we are in december already. im sitting here typing this crap when im suppose to be studying for my finals coming up next week. but i'm just so not in the mood to study at the moment. im still not done pesterring my dad to get me a 3d graphic card for my darling computer. but i'll get it by hook or by crook. what's on my mind rite now is grey's anatomy... the oc... grey's anatomy... the oc... thanks to good friends of mine. hahaha~!!!
ok...lessons i've learnt in year 2006:-
1) don't love too easily. it not only hurts youself but hurts others more. learn first don't love yet. open my eyes more widely to look further and not only look at the present. don't think about enjoyment only. there a lot more to life.
2) close my ears when friends talk about interesting dramas. be cautious. it's very addictive. goodness~!!!
3) be patient. wait... look how many people are laughing at me now because i did not wait and just menjunam tanpa melihat. look how im regretting my own actions now.
4) im such a push over. i must learn to be stronger and learn to say no. even people who you think loves you can take advantage of you when you give too much.
anywayz, im looking to a better 2007 i hope. what have been done throughout this year, i can't erase them, i can't undo them, i can only learn from them. rite?
so to everybody, once again HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007~!!!!
Wednesday, December 27, 2006
Happy New Year~!!!
so it's like a tradition every year where when the new year is approaching, we make a train track list of resolutions we know we will not obey to, right?
so let's see what i have install for myself next year... let's create a list of vows to break~!!! yay~!!!
1) do not obsess on guys (in general lar)
2) do not touch alcohol
3) do not gamble (applies to CNY especially)
4) do not let little things get at me
5) do not be demanding ( as in do not have too much wants that i know i can't have)
6) study hard
7) stop day dreaming
8) stop being a phone freak
9) be neat
10) be a GIRL for once
11) learn to dress up
12) learn to put on make up
13) learn to pull own eye brows
14) stop thiking about holidays
15) GROW UP
16) learn Mandarin
17) less computer time
18) less caffiene per day
19) do not be paranoid
20) learn how to drive (seriously)
21) be obidient
22) no more waist length hair
23) stop whinning
24) less computer games
25) wake up early
26) sleep early
27) stay single
28) go temple more often
29) clean up my room
30) stop spending so much
so most of the things that i stated above are all erm... breakable... i should say. so that's why i say there is actually no use making a long list. you know for yourself that you will not keep them, unless of cause for those with very strong will power.
no matter what... the purpose of this post is to wish everyone reading this crap HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007~!!! May you have a lot of joy, love and happiness throughout the new year~!!! May all of you enjoy only the best in everything you do~!!! May it also mean the renewal of our friendship~!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE~!!!
so let's see what i have install for myself next year... let's create a list of vows to break~!!! yay~!!!
1) do not obsess on guys (in general lar)
2) do not touch alcohol
3) do not gamble (applies to CNY especially)
4) do not let little things get at me
5) do not be demanding ( as in do not have too much wants that i know i can't have)
6) study hard
7) stop day dreaming
8) stop being a phone freak
9) be neat
10) be a GIRL for once
11) learn to dress up
12) learn to put on make up
13) learn to pull own eye brows
14) stop thiking about holidays
15) GROW UP
16) learn Mandarin
17) less computer time
18) less caffiene per day
19) do not be paranoid
20) learn how to drive (seriously)
21) be obidient
22) no more waist length hair
23) stop whinning
24) less computer games
25) wake up early
26) sleep early
27) stay single
28) go temple more often
29) clean up my room
30) stop spending so much
so most of the things that i stated above are all erm... breakable... i should say. so that's why i say there is actually no use making a long list. you know for yourself that you will not keep them, unless of cause for those with very strong will power.
no matter what... the purpose of this post is to wish everyone reading this crap HAPPY NEW YEAR 2007~!!! May you have a lot of joy, love and happiness throughout the new year~!!! May all of you enjoy only the best in everything you do~!!! May it also mean the renewal of our friendship~!!! HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE~!!!
Friday, December 22, 2006
A to Z about Leo
A is for age:
@ 20 and two months exactly
B is for beer of choice:
@ i don't know how to drink sadly... langsung not chinese sialz...
C is for career right now:
@ Student... majoring in messing up and over obsessing on things that i like...
E is for essential item you useeveryday:
@ the thing that i'm looking at now... my PC, secondary is my k700i
F is for favorite TV show at the moment:
# Grey's Anatomy
G is for favorite game:
# currently it's volleyball..
H is for Home town:
# Malacca my home...
I is for instruments you play:
@ use to be able to play the guitar... i gave up after realising that my fingers aren't long enough
J is for favorite juice:
@ juice? i only have ONE favourite liquid, it's called COFFEE...
K is for whose butt you'd like to kick:
@ the K in this question will stand for Ken in my answer... i want to kick him in the butt for making me feel like this for him now
L is for last place you eat:
@ in front of my PC while watching Grey's Anatomy
M is for music:
@ Ah Yue - Ai Wo Bie Zhou
N is for next trip you will be taking:
@ SINGAPORE~!!! go shopping for CNY
O is for overnight hospital stays:
@ don't ever wish that i will have to frequent it...
P is for people you were with today:
@ That will be Chi ei and Radikah... then there is my parents and later my baby nephew and his parents
Q is for quote:
@ how do you think a sloth mates?
R is for Biggest Regret:
@ forcing feelings for someone i know i won't have real feelings for...
S is for status:
@ single n lovin' it~!!!
T is for time you woke up today:
@ 9+ to help mum make tang yuen
U is for the color of your umbrella:
@ pink.... and pink panther designs all over...
V is for vegetable you love:
@ every single green leaf except for those with scent
W is for worst habit:
@ shaking my feet...
X is for x-rays you've had
@ my teeth and my heart
Y is for yummy food you eat today:
@ instant noodles from China
Z is for zodiac sign:
@ libra...it's totally untrue what they say about librans, by the way.
*sorry im just very bored at the moment...waiting for more Grey's Anatomy episodes to finish downloading*
@ 20 and two months exactly
B is for beer of choice:
@ i don't know how to drink sadly... langsung not chinese sialz...
C is for career right now:
@ Student... majoring in messing up and over obsessing on things that i like...
E is for essential item you useeveryday:
@ the thing that i'm looking at now... my PC, secondary is my k700i
F is for favorite TV show at the moment:
# Grey's Anatomy
G is for favorite game:
# currently it's volleyball..
H is for Home town:
# Malacca my home...
I is for instruments you play:
@ use to be able to play the guitar... i gave up after realising that my fingers aren't long enough
J is for favorite juice:
@ juice? i only have ONE favourite liquid, it's called COFFEE...
K is for whose butt you'd like to kick:
@ the K in this question will stand for Ken in my answer... i want to kick him in the butt for making me feel like this for him now
L is for last place you eat:
@ in front of my PC while watching Grey's Anatomy
M is for music:
@ Ah Yue - Ai Wo Bie Zhou
N is for next trip you will be taking:
@ SINGAPORE~!!! go shopping for CNY
O is for overnight hospital stays:
@ don't ever wish that i will have to frequent it...
P is for people you were with today:
@ That will be Chi ei and Radikah... then there is my parents and later my baby nephew and his parents
Q is for quote:
@ how do you think a sloth mates?
R is for Biggest Regret:
@ forcing feelings for someone i know i won't have real feelings for...
S is for status:
@ single n lovin' it~!!!
T is for time you woke up today:
@ 9+ to help mum make tang yuen
U is for the color of your umbrella:
@ pink.... and pink panther designs all over...
V is for vegetable you love:
@ every single green leaf except for those with scent
W is for worst habit:
@ shaking my feet...
X is for x-rays you've had
@ my teeth and my heart
Y is for yummy food you eat today:
@ instant noodles from China
Z is for zodiac sign:
@ libra...it's totally untrue what they say about librans, by the way.
*sorry im just very bored at the moment...waiting for more Grey's Anatomy episodes to finish downloading*
Monday, December 18, 2006
Merry Christmas and Happy New Year...
so christmas is around the corner... everyone is getting in the mood, everybody is busy buying presents, planning dinner parties, decorating their houses with bright lights and christmas trees. but why... why am i not in the mood for the celebration? i don't even know...
anyways i've always been a person who has a lot of wants... but i never have enough means to meet the wants. if i were in the mood i would have came out with a mile long christmas wish list, asking santa to bring me many many unnecessary material needs that i make myself want. things that would probably make me happy, be my anti-depressant for awhile. stuffs like:
1) a Play Station Portable
2) a good 3D Display card for my PC
3) a shopping spree, for free, at Rip Curl or Billabong
4) an iPod video
5) a holiday in any part of the world outside Malaysia
6) a w850i Sony Ericsson walkman phone
7) a whole new wardrobe
8) a big room filled with a life long supply of coffee
stuffs like that... but like you already know... u will not be satisfied even if santa give you the whole world but you do not have happiness. even a million dollars will run dry one day. so for this christmas, i do not want anything materialistic from santa. there's just a few things that i hope santa can bring me... things like:
1) i want santa to bring me someone to cuddle/hug/kiss... someone that i truely like and not make-believe like. someone who will share my dreams with me and not laugh at me, someone who is willing to take the leap of faith with me and not chicken out, someone who will laugh and cry with me and not just throwing so-called lover's talk at me, someone who i know will hold my back if i ever fall. someone i can finally call my true love. because i do not want to be hurting another person's feelings, i don't not want to hurt my own feelings anymore...
2) i want santa to give me courage and will power in life. so that i can repair my very torn and battered self esteem. so that i can, for once, not afraid to open up to people around me. so that i don't have to wear a mask everyday pretending that i'm happy. so that i can be proud of myself and not feel like a failure. so that i can leave up to my parent's expectations and not hurt them anymore. so that i can be brave to face the real world.
there's only this two things that i truly want...
anyways i've always been a person who has a lot of wants... but i never have enough means to meet the wants. if i were in the mood i would have came out with a mile long christmas wish list, asking santa to bring me many many unnecessary material needs that i make myself want. things that would probably make me happy, be my anti-depressant for awhile. stuffs like:
1) a Play Station Portable
2) a good 3D Display card for my PC
3) a shopping spree, for free, at Rip Curl or Billabong
4) an iPod video
5) a holiday in any part of the world outside Malaysia
6) a w850i Sony Ericsson walkman phone
7) a whole new wardrobe
8) a big room filled with a life long supply of coffee
stuffs like that... but like you already know... u will not be satisfied even if santa give you the whole world but you do not have happiness. even a million dollars will run dry one day. so for this christmas, i do not want anything materialistic from santa. there's just a few things that i hope santa can bring me... things like:
1) i want santa to bring me someone to cuddle/hug/kiss... someone that i truely like and not make-believe like. someone who will share my dreams with me and not laugh at me, someone who is willing to take the leap of faith with me and not chicken out, someone who will laugh and cry with me and not just throwing so-called lover's talk at me, someone who i know will hold my back if i ever fall. someone i can finally call my true love. because i do not want to be hurting another person's feelings, i don't not want to hurt my own feelings anymore...
2) i want santa to give me courage and will power in life. so that i can repair my very torn and battered self esteem. so that i can, for once, not afraid to open up to people around me. so that i don't have to wear a mask everyday pretending that i'm happy. so that i can be proud of myself and not feel like a failure. so that i can leave up to my parent's expectations and not hurt them anymore. so that i can be brave to face the real world.
there's only this two things that i truly want...