Little Spice...

Man... it has been more then a month since I had last updated my blog. oh well... just didn't want to bore you guys with my endless rants about my seem-to-be-getting-no-where relationship problems. Well, just for the record, things are getting more straight forward now. We are trying to mantain the no-hanky-panky realtionship now.

I've been really busy (finally...) with my work at Resorts World Berhad now. Things are getting more and more hectic and more task are being thrown on me now (finally... x2). I've been stuck to this sickening chair for hours in a day because I'm the only executive left in my section. Eugene left in April and Stella left a month ago. Now I'm alone.

Bie had started his work up here too. So proud of him to finally get on his feet and starting his life and pursue his dreams. It'll take time but it all has to start somewhere 1st. He has been busy lately, getting many many praises along the way from his bosses and colleagues. I hope he sees his own talents and capabilities. So nice to see each other everyday, going to work and for meals everyday.

Well, at least with him up here, it saves us a lot of exposure to phone radiations and stupid little tiffs just to prove to each other who cares for who more. Now that we are in front of each other everyday, we can at least settle things face to face.

Yes, of cause we had done mistakes. Some minor, some major. But we choose to forgive each other. Which makes me wonder, is it real love? That questions keep playing like a bad record in my head. What does it take to love someone? Acceptance? Love? Trust? Commitment? Forgiveness? Till what extend would you accept a person in your life? The fact is, I had pushed the limit. But he's still here. It's time to repent...

I'm ranting to release some tension from work. it's so mind draining. I'm feeling lethargic, and restless. My eyes feel dry and sore from all the squinting and and continuous staring. But still I have to go back to it soon. I'm missing home and my baby nephew so much. But the next time I'll be home will only be in a month's time. Counting down the days... as always... :)

Skye during Wesak, man of my life~