Welcoming Year 2010

Well, another year is coming to an end. Well, somehow I'm anticipating the new year more than ever. 2009 will be a year I never want to turn back to. Eventful year I must say... In a nutshell, let's recap on how it was for me throughout this year.

I have worked for Genting Highlands for 1 year and 3 months as of 31st of December. To all those who thought I would never make it this long, boooyah~

I've been a supportive and offensive girlfriend~

I have been the worse type of EX-girlfriend~

I have brought on the best as well as the worse type of memories to many~

I have the best roommate anyone could ask for~

I experience my first car accident~

Travelled in buses more times than I had in my entire life~

Hurt and been hurt to a point where I felt tears were no longer worth it~

Love and been loved by Bie~

Learnt the meaning of honesty, trust, forgiving and sharing~

Met people who are genuine as well as big time hypocrites~

Made the best as well as the worse decisions~

LEARNT TO BELIEVE IN MYSELF~

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In short, 2009 has been spent to the fullest. There are too damn many dark spots which still hurts just by the thought of it. People has misunderstood, misjudge and unbelievably lied to about me. But like the Buddha says, "Do not dwell in the past, Do not dream of the future, Be in the present". For all that's happen, I'm not looking back anymore. Let bygones be bygones, I'll just take it as one of life's lessons.

For all the hurt that I had brought upon, I hope I'm forgive. For all hopes and dreams that are left unfulfilled, may the new year bring upon more blessings. For everyone who has taught me more than I could ask for, may you be blessed and be showered with joy and wellness.

2009 was undoubtedly slow moving for me, maybe it's because I don't enjoy it at all. You can imagine how grateful I am to flip my calender and see 31st of December 2009 looking back at me. I wish someone will come and erase this silly glee I have on my face currently. Perhaps one day I will look back to this year and laugh to myself like it was a big joke.

May the new year be better *fingers crossed*. May it bring on more joy, more happiness, more love, and the best health. There will be a handful of things I will want to happen in 2010.

To correct all mistakes done in 2009

Save as much as I can for a brighter future

Explore new places

Be the best person I can be in everyone's life

Never again try to be in places I know I'll never belong

Believe more in myself

TRAVEL TRAVEL TRAVEL~

By the looks of 2010, I know it'll be a good year, or at least better than how 2009 has been. Looking forward to it as I already have so many things to look forward to, like the Phuket Trip in March, The Sarawak Trip in July in conjunction of the International Rainforest Muscial Festival, and Siem Reap, Cambodia trip in October. Chinese New Year will be great because my brother will be back from Australia, it's going to be a complete family reunion after a very long time. I love Bie, and that's the most important. You may say whatever you want to say, but my advice is simple, don't judge things that you don't know fully. I have my reasons.

I wish all of you the best in everything you plan to do or want for yourself for the year 2010. May all of you be well and happy.

HAPPY NEW YEAR, WORLD~!!!!