ive been appointed chairlady for this year's 41st annual Holiday Work Camp. i accepted it by choice. for several reasons, one, i don't want dhamma school to fall intp the arms of MBYS. and another to prove that our batch of dhamma kids are not just a bunch of hopeless and trouble makers. not that i play a big part in our clique in the temple. but i hope i can represent them though just being a back ground person.
being the chairlady for this camp, i'll be the first female holding the post and possibly the youngest too. i also might just be a puppet sitting up there while others run the camp, but i promise to try make this camp a success and be the 'bomb'. ive got a lot of supports from everybody and is glad of that. but i play a big difficult part of not getting bothered by what people might talk but me being in that seat.
though most senior batch dhamma school members might say and come to conscience that it was time to hand down the posts, but not everybody will know that. being pick as the chairlady this time is not something they would agree on although the uncle(s) all give their highest most support and believes in me, the seniors might not think im experienced enough. not only that, there are people too who whould think they would be better off seating in that seat, worst still they could be people whom in close with or trusts me.
people might feel intermediated by me because they might think that they should get the post. but it is not by choice that i wanted my name to be drawn out of the hat. it was by dicussions and votes. how suprise i was to have been picked. it never crossed my mind that i could get the seat at all. i hope my team will cooperate well with me throughout the camp. i hope we will make the best out of it and make the camp a memorable one for everybody.
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