What's new in Melaka?

i went to Makhota Parade yesterday with Yong Hwee, there is a couple of new outlets there. looks like Melaka is getting a little bit hipper ya? there is the shop Skin Food, i'm sure you shoppaholics in KL will be familiar with this outlet.

then there is a nother new shop called Cool Max... cute and cool merchandises are sold there. couldn't resist it... i had to buy something from there. so i bought this handphone keychain and a mouse pad. check it out.




and something scary happen yesterday too... it's either there is a conversation/thiking bubble on top of my head each time i speak or think or i think Yong Hwee can read minds.

i did not want to say it or tell her but she somehow knew that the keychain was not for myself. she ask me right on my face who the keychain was for. i was in a total shock. i asked her what makes her think that it's not for myself. later she gave me a totally logical answer lar... she said if i were to buy for myself i would not have picked that keychain cause there were a few others that looked more complicated (or girlish). shy wei~!!! hahaha~!!!

Dog Dog

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Wo Sou Bu Liou Le~!!!!!!

jiu ming ar~!!!!!!

wo chen chen de sou bu liou ler~!!!!

when my brother first when to china to work, i can't say life at home is perfect... of cause i still have a pair of parents who will nag non stop and i have to do the house chores... but in december when my cousin had to start work, she pre-to;d my mom she is going to let my mother take care of her son.

my youngest aunty on my mum's side had to let go of her job and help my mum take care of the small boy. i love my nephew to bits... but... with my aunty around i really kena tindas and can't show my full affections on my nephew... number 1 she is so damn posessive and over protective on him. there was one point where i was even ban from talking to the baby. maybe this is not too ridiculous to you, but read on...

number two, in the beginning she was ok... but now a lot of time has passed by her true colours are coming out and it's getting very overwhelming and very very irritating till sometimes i wish i could bite her in the butt. she is so f*ing negative on everything... she is so damn f*ing doubtful on everything and ASSUMES evrything won't turn out the way she once... then has mood swings out of her insane thinking and imaginations...

number 3, i think she see's my true colours now too... she can't stand me too. that i understand... but is it necessary to give me a cold shoulder day after day? which sane person on earth likes the awkward feeling at HOME rite? day and night i have to face the bitter (can't call it sour no more) face... i'm the type of person who hates to be accuse... i do anything wrong tell me in the face. if i know i didn't do anything wrong, don't say that i did. I HATE IT~!!!!

ok fine... i know you 'bu suang' me but don't have to show it until so obvious lar rite... i know you are my senior, it is not ethical to treat me like that. she will fold everybody's clothes and put it in a proper place in the cupboard for everyone except for mine. she doesnt fold my underwear properly nevermind... but she will dump it on my desk~!!!! which idiot will put underwears on the desk or on newspapers??? if you don't want to do it for me, just leave it there, i have hands, i can do it myself. not put in a very 'bu suang' way to tell me you don't like me. stupid~!!!! you choose to do it, then do it properly lar~!!!

she is suppose to go back to singapore in febuary now it's almost MAY already and she is still here... i freaking sou bu liou le~!!!! she says things so contridictingly... she will ask you to do something, then the next day ask you to do all the opposite. what the f*??? then she thinks out her problem k... actually no problem punya... but she think and think until the problem come out. stupid or not you tell me...

i really thank god that my brother is back... if not i will become very giler already... she really does as she likes... suka suka complaint to my mum about me, so batu api~!!! luckily my mum now don't scold me for no reason already... she know how her sister is like... she more on my side already. my aunty just loves to see me getting scolding lar... i don't know why also...

i really cannot tahan already... it is so freaking annoying with her in the house... then somemore she is so hypersensitive... i'm so sick of having to jaga my mulut all day... AAARGH~!!!!

life is short

really...treasure what you have now...don't complain...because you will never know when it will be your turn to return to where you came from...at that time you will know, there is no turning back, you can't do the things you wanted to, can't undo the things you've done...time will not wait for you. appreciate what you got.

i feel guilty to be happy at this very moment, i feel i should not. everybody around is so solemn following the incident of my friend, Teck Chuen. it is so sudden and so very tragic...i found out today that his injuries is beyond imagination. hi bones waist down was crushed...his skull cracked in half...his left eye could not close bacause of the stitches on his forehead.

so damn hard to accept the fact that someone i know is gone and never coming back...although i was not close to him...but he is still a person i once knew...

you will be very deeply missed Teck Chuen & Edmond...

rest in peace...

May You Rest in Peace My Friend

Let's take a moment of silence inrespect of our friend Oh Teck Chuen who passed away yesterday in a freak accident...

may he rest in peace...

pray for him...

let our good merits accrued to him, may he be happy...

you will always be in our heart...

Singaporean drama

I can't remember which drama got me hooked on but anyway, it's been a MUST for me to turn on channel 19 (AEC) at 7pm Monday to Friday now.

they are airing "Tong Xin Yuan II" now. That show is a either you love it or hate it kind. I LOVE it~!!! So addicted to it. It's about this fishball making family.

This family has 6 sons with different attitudes. They are Da Di, Da Shan, Da Qiu, Da Hai, Da Yang and Da Qiang. It is a bout how the 3rd son Da Qiu, swindle his brothers' money and tricked his own mother who suffers alzheimer's into signing an agreement stating all her inheritance to be pass to him if she passes.

it's all about family value and greed. it interresting though a little long winded. stars Adrian Pang, Cavin Soh, Pierre Png, Terrence Cou, San Yow, Zhang Yaw Dong.

superstar

now i know what it means when a celebrity says "if it is not because of you guys (the fans) i will not have made it so far"

i felt it. yesterday my friend asked me when is your turn of presentation, i told him it is the next day. he was so excited. i ask him why, he said he like to see my present, because i presented good for my last presentation.

it really gave me the strength and confidence to face the crowd today. and i tried my level best to do better to not dissapoint him. i did not feel scared or jelly feat or butterflies like i usually would. how nice to have people to give words of encouragement to you everyday... it's a feeling like you have people who appreciates you, who will listen to you. it really feels great.

though i still have to work very hard to re-build my self esteem and confidence but this really is a good stepping step to begin with. wish me luck...

after a long time

i kena marah di, i better blog...
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nothing much has happen lately except being all stressed out from all the assignment date dues and presentation. i've became so boring lately...haiz~...

i did very badly for a couple of subject in my midterm... so i think afetr this week although no more assignments and presentations, i cannot relax because i will have to start studying for my finals...hAiZ~...

aaron and i have started contacting each other more often lately too. i think he misses me...hahaha~!!! he notices that i've not been going to the temple. guess he does treasure my friendship. haha~!!!

aometime last week (thursday) i followed yong hwee back to batu pahat. had a lot of fun anf FOOD. hahaha~!!! yong hwee, i love the fish burger, next time ta pau for me k. hahaha~!!!!

and did i tell you that i'm a computer games freak now? i'm addicted to TYCOON games now. i also like the games like Singles 2 and Sims. i think i'm going nutz. i have a total of 6 tycoon games:

-> roller coaster tycoon 3 (with the soaked! expansion pack)
-> mall tycoon 3
-> mall of america tycoon
-> zoo tycoon 2 (with extra animals)
-> luxury liner tycoon
-> school tycoon

i also have singles 2 (which i highly recommend; very addictive), i hv Sims 2 too (with the university expansion pack). haha~!!! i'm a new sucker for computer games~!!! i have also need for speed underground but i don't want to start plying, or else i won't get up from my seat anymore.

so people sorry if i haven't blog or been on MSN, it's all because i'm high on COMPUTER GAMES. hahaha~!!! any nice to play games? please recommend to me~!!!

My new Sanctuary

Finally I can resume my 8 hours a day internet time because I've modified... err... or rearrange my room's furniture. I've removed my unused bed, shift my computer out of my brother's room into my room, have a SERIOUS clean up of my bookshleves, rearrange my closet, walaah~!!! my new office @ sanctuary @ haven @ hideout and a COMFORTABLE (finally...) place for me to laze... haha~!!! check the snapshots of my new achievement~!!!

i'm back

the good news is my uncle is 100% better already. he went for a biopsy on wednesday and now we are all waiting for the results. hopefully it's not cancer. all of us wants to see him well again. he is now at home already. and truly obidient. haha~!!!

i had my financial management test yesterday. it was so undoable~!!! actually it's bearable IF i studied. but i hardly read, so to me it is super difficult. huhu~!!! die lar this time.

my nephew is now a big boy already. he is a real little monster. but still super cute and very chubby. check him out~!!!