it's been a long long time since i've last blogged. well first of all i've been really busy with exams, exams preparations and all. really did not have the time for anything at all. the exams was back to back. it just ended on saturday morning.
so on saturday night, my friends and i when to watch pirates of the carribean: at world's end. it's the best movie ever though the ending is not too spectacular. but overall i give it a 4.5/5 rating. it's one of the best movies made lar. a lot of laughter. the main characters were cute... damn hot in fact. this movie is bound to win a lot of award lar!!
so i haven't been in touch with the land of ramance and love for sometime now. i feel... loveless. like this numb feeling of emptiness. it's not of lonely ness. mayb it's the peak of freedom. i couldn't ask for more... haha!! i have no restrictions at all. i do not feel bounded, besides thinking for my parents, i have nothing else to worry. i'm lovin' it!!
so, the redang/penang trip is over~ tak jadi lar actually. long story. but it's ok cause rite now i just realise that im VERY broke di. i cannot spend too much di. but one of this days i'm going to kl for shopping, for my sister's wedding lar. that's all lor... so ppl in kl, expect to recieve a call from me in kl k? we lepak together lar~
k lar...this is just a short update... kena marah cos didn't blog di...
Wednesday, May 30, 2007
Sunday, May 13, 2007
SHOUT OUT TO ALL 2.40 Clan PEEPs~!!!!!
Anyone interested in going to Pulau Redang for a group trip??
Tentative date: 29 June - 1 July (it's during the weekends)
Tentative price: RM400> ? > RM300 (including food and accomodation)
so as all Malaysian know, Pulau Redang is one of the most talked about destinations especially to those who enjoy the sand, sea and breeze. it is one of the most sort after places for snorkeling, with a wide spread of coral reefs and sea lives. so this year if we have enough pax, we will make a trip there as a group!! so please RSVP to me.
Objective of the trip: Bring us all together, as soon we will probably be going our seperate ways. this trip is so that we will have a memorable experience, that we would hardly forget even after years from now.
so my friends, think hard on this k? and this post is so that every single one of u reads this and no one will have the chance to use the phrase 'tak ajak'. hahaha!! hope to hear from you soon!!
p/s: feel free to bring extra friends with you if you wish ya!!
Saturday, May 12, 2007
what's your seduction style?
A little something i got from alicia's blog... hehe...
Taking a break from studying... i did this... it's surprisingly quite true lor...
p/s: hope you don't mind ya alicia...
Taking a break from studying... i did this... it's surprisingly quite true lor...
p/s: hope you don't mind ya alicia...
so bored lar...
hehe... im suppose to b studying wei~ but no mood, the weather so hot lagi, where can concentrate lar... shit man. so bored. i wish i can waste my time doing nothing the whole day, spending time with my darling computer, playing sims and downloading all the series. im so damn sick of studying already lar...
so my emo-ing session is fading lar. and i hope it doesn't come back again. hahaha~!!! got a bit happier this week lar. with some sharing action going on, some long chats, i'm feeling much better already.
yesterday i hang out at Zanzibar together with shien and suling. we were there for about 45 minutes. tasted some funny tasting drink, something called 'virgin colada', izzit? it's pineapple juice with coconut cream. tasted funny the first few mouth full but as i drank it, it becomes better lar. i finished the whole glass. before that we went to amigos for dinner.
im so suppose to be studying, but im going out more often, using much more of my computer and all. it's like my brains are rebelling. like there is a small arguement going on in my head, 'i want to study..', 'no no, let me play..', something like that.
crapping again.. i better go... will blog again later.
so my emo-ing session is fading lar. and i hope it doesn't come back again. hahaha~!!! got a bit happier this week lar. with some sharing action going on, some long chats, i'm feeling much better already.
yesterday i hang out at Zanzibar together with shien and suling. we were there for about 45 minutes. tasted some funny tasting drink, something called 'virgin colada', izzit? it's pineapple juice with coconut cream. tasted funny the first few mouth full but as i drank it, it becomes better lar. i finished the whole glass. before that we went to amigos for dinner.
im so suppose to be studying, but im going out more often, using much more of my computer and all. it's like my brains are rebelling. like there is a small arguement going on in my head, 'i want to study..', 'no no, let me play..', something like that.
crapping again.. i better go... will blog again later.
Friday, May 04, 2007
OK... I've been told to move on many times already... high time, i think i should. err... allow me one last paragraph of emo-ing please...
OK... i don't know how some people can be so insensitive. seriously, if you do not intend to mean the words and thing that you tell people, than please... my as well don't say it at all. you have no idea how much it will hurt another person. you might be doing it unintentionally but please, creatures like us girls have very soft hearts and we tend to believe almost everything you tell us. it's our nature to trust. but we always end up as the party who is most broken and cheated. so please, if u have a heart, please think before you do or say anything. please don't be too insensitive to the people around. you might hurt many without your notice. seriously~ so please say things only when you mean it and mean everything that you say.
so moving on... let's take a deep breath first *ergh~ fuh~*. i'am suppose to be studying now, just can't find the mood. my body decided to give me a much worse mood. people who knows me, will know why i turn snappy and totally irritable. i blast people, get irritated easily, i guess you get the picture. maybe that's the cause of my super paranoidness. by the way, at this rate im going with my paranoidness, it won't be a surprise shall one day i develope the Obsessesive Compulsive Disorder (OCD). really~
thinking things through and more thoroughly, i think maybe i was taking things on myself too hard. trying to take things lighter and easier now. it still hurts like crazy, you have no idea. though i show no signs of it bothering me, but it's really turning me inside out internally. really, i haven't been emoing since a long time. and this is the first time i'm emoing for such a long time. this is the 3rd week f.y.i. it's driving me crazy just thinking about it. you might say i can always NOT think about it right? seriously, it's like a spoilt player which keeps playing the same tune in my head. it's there, i can't stop it.
on lighter sides, i have watched and updated myself on the latest episodes of grey's anatomy and heroes. i was very disappointed watching episode 19 of heroes last week, i don't understand why whould they want to kill of one of the coolest and best heroes from the series. the thing i don't understand is he can draw the future and knows exactly the time the incident was going to occur, then why would he want to be at that particular place at that time?
today i watched the latest episode, which is episode 20 together with shi en and jac at my house. wow!! im satisfied again, my favourite character is so damn strong in the future!! and as usual the episode has to end at the very peak. so kan cheong then suddenly ends, then to be continued... potong stim only.
then grey's anatomy, everything is getting so messy and complicated. the fab five does not seem so fab anymore. so sad case. don't know what is going to happen. the attendents are all chasing for the chief of surgeon title, the interns are just so messy now. all in a mess. not as kancheong as heroes but getting dramatic and complicated.
so there's the update...
OK... i don't know how some people can be so insensitive. seriously, if you do not intend to mean the words and thing that you tell people, than please... my as well don't say it at all. you have no idea how much it will hurt another person. you might be doing it unintentionally but please, creatures like us girls have very soft hearts and we tend to believe almost everything you tell us. it's our nature to trust. but we always end up as the party who is most broken and cheated. so please, if u have a heart, please think before you do or say anything. please don't be too insensitive to the people around. you might hurt many without your notice. seriously~ so please say things only when you mean it and mean everything that you say.
so moving on... let's take a deep breath first *ergh~ fuh~*. i'am suppose to be studying now, just can't find the mood. my body decided to give me a much worse mood. people who knows me, will know why i turn snappy and totally irritable. i blast people, get irritated easily, i guess you get the picture. maybe that's the cause of my super paranoidness. by the way, at this rate im going with my paranoidness, it won't be a surprise shall one day i develope the Obsessesive Compulsive Disorder (OCD). really~
thinking things through and more thoroughly, i think maybe i was taking things on myself too hard. trying to take things lighter and easier now. it still hurts like crazy, you have no idea. though i show no signs of it bothering me, but it's really turning me inside out internally. really, i haven't been emoing since a long time. and this is the first time i'm emoing for such a long time. this is the 3rd week f.y.i. it's driving me crazy just thinking about it. you might say i can always NOT think about it right? seriously, it's like a spoilt player which keeps playing the same tune in my head. it's there, i can't stop it.
on lighter sides, i have watched and updated myself on the latest episodes of grey's anatomy and heroes. i was very disappointed watching episode 19 of heroes last week, i don't understand why whould they want to kill of one of the coolest and best heroes from the series. the thing i don't understand is he can draw the future and knows exactly the time the incident was going to occur, then why would he want to be at that particular place at that time?
today i watched the latest episode, which is episode 20 together with shi en and jac at my house. wow!! im satisfied again, my favourite character is so damn strong in the future!! and as usual the episode has to end at the very peak. so kan cheong then suddenly ends, then to be continued... potong stim only.
then grey's anatomy, everything is getting so messy and complicated. the fab five does not seem so fab anymore. so sad case. don't know what is going to happen. the attendents are all chasing for the chief of surgeon title, the interns are just so messy now. all in a mess. not as kancheong as heroes but getting dramatic and complicated.
so there's the update...
Tagged by Shi En
Layer One: On The Outside
Name: Leonie (means Little Lion in Italian)
Birth Date: 22/10/86
Current status: Single and Awkward
Eye Colour: Brown
Hair Colour: Black
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Layer Two: On The Inside
Your Heritage: Hokkien, Hakka & Teochew
Your Fears: Ugly Roaches
Your Weakness: Sweet Talkers
Your Perfect Pizza: Cheese!!
Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your Thoughts First Waking Up: shower~
Your Bedtime: anytime between 12am and 4am
Your Most Missed Memory: Back when I do not have all this bad memories haunting me.. haha!!
Layer Four: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Non lor... don't like carbonated drinks wan...
McDonald's or Burger King: Only like McD's chicken foldover
Single or Group Dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Tea or Nestea: Green Tea!!
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee alwiz!!
Layer Five: Do You...
Smoke: No lar...
Curse: Yup, but not as much as in High School lar
Take a shower: Many times in a day!!
Have a crush: Err... no...i hope not...
Think you've been in love: Have felt love but havent really been IN love.
Go to school: St. Davids was the best!!
Want to get married: Not the most important aim of my life
Believe in yourself: Yes
Think you're a health freak: A bit lar... but i don't eat fruits or anything else raw... but they saw raw is the best... So i dunno lor.
Layer Six: In The Past Month
Drank alcohol: Yupz...
Gone to the mall: On weekly basis...
Been on stage: Doesn't class presentation count?
Eaten sushi: I think so... when was it that i went to Sushi King with Jooli again?
Dyed your hair: not in the past month or before that but maybe after this month lor...
Layer Seven: Have You Ever...
Played A Stripping Game: Nope
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: Do I need to? i prefer people who can accept me for me.
Layer Eight: Age You're Hoping
To Be Married: Not till i can get over my 'Comitmment Problem'
For a Kid (i assume) : As soon as i get married!!
Layer Nine: In a Girl/Guy
Best Eye Colour: Depends on who the person is...
Best Hair Colour: Natural
Short Hair or Long Hair: Bald like Ami James
Layer Ten: What Were You Doing
1 Min Ago: Chatting with YiKwan, pouring my heart out
1 Hour Ago: Showering
4.5 Hours Ago: In Mr. Tan's class, snapping at YiKwan.
1 Month Ago: in school i think, Wednesday, probably in Mr. David Tong's class lor.
1 Year Ago: Dunno... playing Zoo Tychoon 2 probably...
Layer Eleven: Finish The Sentence
I Love: Coffee and Gadgets!!
I Feel: sad, stabbed, cheated & stupid~
I Hate: insensitive people~
I Hide: Nothing lor...
I Miss: haiz... i don't wish i was missing the person i'm missing so much now...
I Need: A break...
Layer Twelve: Tag Five People
1) Yong Hwee
2) Kate
3) Alex Bl@ckSh@rk
4) JacJac
5) May
Name: Leonie (means Little Lion in Italian)
Birth Date: 22/10/86
Current status: Single and Awkward
Eye Colour: Brown
Hair Colour: Black
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Layer Two: On The Inside
Your Heritage: Hokkien, Hakka & Teochew
Your Fears: Ugly Roaches
Your Weakness: Sweet Talkers
Your Perfect Pizza: Cheese!!
Layer Three: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
Your Thoughts First Waking Up: shower~
Your Bedtime: anytime between 12am and 4am
Your Most Missed Memory: Back when I do not have all this bad memories haunting me.. haha!!
Layer Four: Your Pick
Pepsi or Coke: Non lor... don't like carbonated drinks wan...
McDonald's or Burger King: Only like McD's chicken foldover
Single or Group Dates: Single
Adidas or Nike: Nike
Tea or Nestea: Green Tea!!
Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or Coffee: Coffee alwiz!!
Layer Five: Do You...
Smoke: No lar...
Curse: Yup, but not as much as in High School lar
Take a shower: Many times in a day!!
Have a crush: Err... no...i hope not...
Think you've been in love: Have felt love but havent really been IN love.
Go to school: St. Davids was the best!!
Want to get married: Not the most important aim of my life
Believe in yourself: Yes
Think you're a health freak: A bit lar... but i don't eat fruits or anything else raw... but they saw raw is the best... So i dunno lor.
Layer Six: In The Past Month
Drank alcohol: Yupz...
Gone to the mall: On weekly basis...
Been on stage: Doesn't class presentation count?
Eaten sushi: I think so... when was it that i went to Sushi King with Jooli again?
Dyed your hair: not in the past month or before that but maybe after this month lor...
Layer Seven: Have You Ever...
Played A Stripping Game: Nope
Changed Who You Were To Fit In: Do I need to? i prefer people who can accept me for me.
Layer Eight: Age You're Hoping
To Be Married: Not till i can get over my 'Comitmment Problem'
For a Kid (i assume) : As soon as i get married!!
Layer Nine: In a Girl/Guy
Best Eye Colour: Depends on who the person is...
Best Hair Colour: Natural
Short Hair or Long Hair: Bald like Ami James
Layer Ten: What Were You Doing
1 Min Ago: Chatting with YiKwan, pouring my heart out
1 Hour Ago: Showering
4.5 Hours Ago: In Mr. Tan's class, snapping at YiKwan.
1 Month Ago: in school i think, Wednesday, probably in Mr. David Tong's class lor.
1 Year Ago: Dunno... playing Zoo Tychoon 2 probably...
Layer Eleven: Finish The Sentence
I Love: Coffee and Gadgets!!
I Feel: sad, stabbed, cheated & stupid~
I Hate: insensitive people~
I Hide: Nothing lor...
I Miss: haiz... i don't wish i was missing the person i'm missing so much now...
I Need: A break...
Layer Twelve: Tag Five People
1) Yong Hwee
2) Kate
3) Alex Bl@ckSh@rk
4) JacJac
5) May
Avril Lavigne - Why
Why, do you always do this to me?
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all
Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart
Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even when you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go ahead and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
**Dedicated to YOU~!! I choose to not believe what you tell me, but i can't seem to erase the thoughts as easily as i thought i could. if only i have listened to my heart earlier on. i can't believe i'm only living in the shadows of your life. can't believe i mean next to nothing to you. have never felt worse in my whole life... sErioUslY~
Why, couldn't you just see through me?
How come, you act like this
Like you just don't care at all
Do you expect me to believe I was the only one to fall?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
Hey, listen to what we're not saying
Let's play, a different game than what we're playing
Try, to look at me and really see my heart
Do you expect me to believe I'm gonna let us fall apart?
I could feel I could feel you near me, even when you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to feel this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
So go and think about whatever you need to think about
Go ahead and dream about whatever you need to dream about
And come back to me when you know just how you feel, you feel
I could feel I could feel you near me, even though you're far away
I could feel I could feel you baby, why
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you
More and more each day
It's not supposed to hurt this way
I need you, I need you, I need you
Tell me, are you and me still together?
Tell me, do you think we could last forever?
Tell me, why
**Dedicated to YOU~!! I choose to not believe what you tell me, but i can't seem to erase the thoughts as easily as i thought i could. if only i have listened to my heart earlier on. i can't believe i'm only living in the shadows of your life. can't believe i mean next to nothing to you. have never felt worse in my whole life... sErioUslY~