Some people are just so ignorant. So naive. So... I just can't say more. I have forgiven. I found something today which is suppose to hurt me. But somehow, I'm just not in the mood for anger anymore. I mean, what for, right?
Bloody hell have I been used to the maximum lately. I only know it now. But what the heck, like as if I don't know it already. I move on. I have to. At this point it's either I sink or I swim. I even have life savers, so many of them, around me. I shall just grab one right?
Why am I this blessed to have this shit up my ass in this life? Somehow I'm also thankful for it as I 'enjoy' it earlier rather than when everything is even more messed up and too late. I don't want to dwell into the past and rather just move on. But crap, does hurt just have to come again and again?
People ask me to look forward and I'm worth much more than this. I'm letting go bit by bit. Do I really want a guy who just knows how to cheat and lie to me? Do I really want to sacrifice my all for someone who just knows how to give his love somewhere else?
Move on Leo, you have to. Why am I still thinking about him? Maybe I really have put in too much, hoped for too much. But yet again, I'm really not the one at the losing end though. Enough is enough. Right now I'm just here to give what I can afford. Not to buy friendship, not to buy attention, no more.
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