hehe~!!!

so long didn't blog already. haha~!!!

nothing to blog about that's why. haha~!!! now i fell more confident about leading the team for this year's work camp. seems like everything is falling into place. i'm very happy. i thought nobody was comitted to making the camp work. i was wrong. now i know everybody is and will be trying their best.

it feels nice to know that there are people are holding your back if you fall. they are all more than willing to help out and make the camp work. i hope they will stay comitted till the end of the camp. i can't afford to let my participants and comittee down. it's a 40 years of sucess camp~!!!the camp will be hapenning in 2 weeks time and i can't wait.

and... yay~!!! i'm going to watch Chronicles of Narnia tomorrow~!!! going with shi en and friends and this time su ling is coming along too. yay~!!! yesterday i went lepak with su ling at makhota. walk walk walk until so tired then we went to sit at kenny roger's -- partly also because khim hai is working there lar... -- haha~!!!

see i told you i have not much to blog about. see lar... make me tell you lame stories because i have nothing to talk about. besides... past few days have been fun chatting on msn with shi en and su ling. our conversations are fun. haha~!!!

hey notice the new music videos i just uploaded? :-)

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any suggestion of songs you want me to put here to entertain you while you read my entries?

oh ya... my baby nephew is at my house now. he is like so so adorable...**


his name is Wynn Hau

he is like the most adorable baby ever~!!! when you talk to him he will 'talk' back to you. so obidient and seldom cries. he is at my house because his mummy, my cousin, works in singapore. his dad works in melaka. initially his mum wanted to send him to a babysitter but the lady over charge just because of her excuse that singapore's public holidays are different from malaysia. so my aunt resign from her job to take care of my nephew with the assistance of my mum.

he is like so cute right? he is only 2 and a half months olds. hahah~!!! can come over to my house and look at him if you like hahaha~!!! i so damn sayang him man. hahaha~!!!

anyways, before i crap somemore, i better stop. i shall blog later.

no a nice day...

these 2 days are so bad... not only it's the time of the month, but also there was this thing between my parents that cause so much tension around the house now.

since my brother when to china, at first it was ok. but when things like that happen around the house, like seriously i just want to run and hide. if my brother and sister was at home, at least the tension could be 'shared', but i'm all alone now. i don't know what to do.

mum accuses me of not 'being on her side'. but who am i to take sides? the problem is between her and dad why should i be pulled involved? it hits me as hard as it hits them. i mean, to me there has to be a problem in both parties to crop up an arguement right? there won't be smoke if there's no fire.

it's not nice to be given a cold shoulder to when you have done nothing wrong and the problem is not you. it's ruining my mood. i don't know how long more till the tension will siez. can't wait till 3 weeks time till when my sister will be back.

(",)`\

ok... i could be cheezy sometimes i know. classes in MMU already started. this sem is boring... so boring. the classes this week is a little lintang pungkang. always is during the first week.

stupid arrangement a class of 90 people, they put us in a tiny tutorial room, air-con dah laer not so strong, body heat over air-con, the room is not only crowded, but super roasting~!!! thank good wednesday came so fast.

this week end i'm going off to PD for a 2 days 1 night children's mini camp organised but SKE. err... i'm part of the OC not participant ok... haha~!!! i'm not too excited about the trip, but what the heck~!! 2 days away from home wei~!! haha~!!

very hard to stay at home lately. beginning to truly believe my parent are bored of looking at me day in day out. so much so they pick on me at every little mistake. so bored of their nagging. from now on i won't bother about all their scoldings, it's too bad they find it hard to accept me for how i'm. the harder push me, the more i won't change.

i know i'm acting like such a spoilt/rebel. but i can't seem to care less if they refuse to understand me. i can't be obidient all my life right? what would life be? they should learn to let go a little and not hold on so tight till i suffocate. like hello~!!! i'll grow, i can't stay a baby forever right?

appreciation

i not saying my best friend is the most perfect guy.

he definately has a lot of flaws.

but i do believe he can change.

right now i guess he is not ready for anything serious yet.

he still wants to play and experiment.

so i'll wait around for him to grow up.

he will eventually, i'm positive.

right now i'll just sit back enjoy and be content of what we already have.

enjoy the warmness of our friendship.

nothing makes me more happier than to see him happy.

*to you, things i said about our friendship, i really mean them. i never want to lose our friendship ever. how you said no one ever cared about you so much? i'll always stand by you if you need anything, always. can't imagine if you were not a friend of mine. i can't afford to lose you. take care.*

my new anticipation

I'm getting a new PC~!!! yay~!!!

ok... my dad finally realise how leceh it is to share the a PC with him, what makes it worse is that the PC isn't even a private property. without privacy for either of us or from the school, we are really sort of fed up of it already.

see, my dad is a school teacher as a teacher choosen to (first) teach in english, the governmant had provided him with a laptop -- eventually in hope that the teacher will use new ways to educate the students (powerpoint, projectors and so) -- this holidays, supposely he can't bring the laptop back. so realising with can't err... really live without a PC and internet, my dad is buying a new PC for me~!!! yay~!!!

actually no lar, not buying for me, i'm actually paying it for myself -- with PTPTN allowance --. but dad is paying like 1/5 for me. hahaha~!!! i don't care man. i would spend the money, i don't mind. imagine all the wonders you can obtain with a better PC. i just can't wait~!!!

i'm back

sorry i know i've not been blogging in a long time. i just came back from singapore. the main purpose i went there is to shop. but all it takes is a detour around an outlet to notice the prices are sky high~!!! so all i bought was 2 blouses (1 blue & 1 pink), 1 3/4 pants form bugis street -- the street supposely a place with good bargains, but the price of that pants, you could actually afford to buy a better brand piece --, and 1 dress.

but inspite of all, i had fun there. my cousin and her baby boy was staying in my aunt's place too. so while at there we all helped part-time baby sitter of that bettle eyed baby. he is just so so so adorable~!!! i could have stayed longer at singapore but i had things to do back in melaka so i came back together with my parents.

another reason i came back was also because on the first day of raya -- yesterday -- they were screening Sepet. that movie is so nice... mynext favourite malaysian movie. just like Spinning Gasing it is a little controversial cultural wise so there were parts which the national censorship censored. i want to go and find the full version.

the next movie i'm anticipating to watch during the month of raya is Pontianak Harum Sundal Malam. all the coments on it plus all the critics. i really want to judge for myself. ahahaha~!!!

so fast next week will be my last week of holidays. and i will have to go back to face school. dread.... nevermind it's only for 1 and a half months. so i will work hard to sucess better~!!!!

i passed~!!!!

ok...i take back my words... i want to stay alive... haha~!!! ok... the reason of my below post was because i'm worried sick of my exam results and dare not check it at all... now i finally collected enough courage to check it and i actualli passed everything and i'm like really really happy. i did very badly but i just want to pass and enjoy the rest of my holidays... now that i know that i passed everything and don't have to sit for supplimentry paper, i'm happy~!!!! hahaha~!!!!

yay~!!! now i can enjoy myself to the max in singapore next week... be happy for me too ok... ahahaha~!!! yay~!!! shop till i drop next week~!!! ahahahah~!!!

eat me up please~!!!!

right now all i really want is for the ground to open and swallow me up~!!!! i don't know the reason why am i living~!!!! this life is so suffering... i don't like how i am feeling now... aaaarghhh~!!!!

Friends cafe

This is at Friend's Cafe

When there with Yong Hwee and May Pin for dinner on Tuesday night. that place is nice...

bored~!!!!

ok...5 weeks holidays is not fun at all... i'm slowly reducing to dust day by day... haha~!!!

anyway... reason i'm blogging now is because i want to express how much i miss a person i once named my special friend. he is special to me because though he was foul-mouthed and a bully - especially towards me, but behind that bad image that he potrayed, he was actually a very caring, but angry teenager.

he has choosen a different path to be a person i hardly know now. and i've not been speaking to him for more than a year already. and i really miss the friend i knew. all because of the huge unnecessary misunderstanding that we had a year before, everything shattered and went down the drain.

i don't even know if he considers me as a friend now. though i don't see how our friendship could be like the years that we were frinds, but i really wish to be calling him my special friend again. if only we could open our hearts and forgive each other... i really miss this friend.

Lonestar - Amazed

Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away

I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch every place in my heart

Oh, it feels like the first time every time
I wanna spent the whole night
In your eyes

I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you

*Everytime I listen to this song, my legs become jelly... so nice...*

Wake Me Up When September Ends

Green Day - Wake Me Up When September Ends Lyrics

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my fathers come to pass,
Seven years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
Becoming who we are.
As my memory rests
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Ring out the bells again.
Like we did when spring began.
Wake me up when September ends.

Here comes the rain again,
Falling from the stars.
Drenched in my pain again,
Becoming who we are.
As my memory rest,
But never forgets what I lost.
Wake me up when September ends.

Summer has come and past.
The innocent can never last.
Wake me up when September ends.

Like my fathers come to pass.
Twenty years has gone so fast.
Wake me up when September ends
Wake me up when September ends
Wake me up when September ends

mum's birthday present

i forgot to mention my mum's birthday present:-

my sister, her boyfriend manwell, my brother, his girlfriend rachel, and i shared and bought my mum a gold sapphire ring. yay~!!!



not very clear lar the picture, but really... it's pretty.

eeyer...~!!!

end of april there was this brown stray dog don't know come from where wan, came to my house. quite pretty lar. she stayed in the longkang at my house. sometimes you will see her around the compound in front of my house, sometimes she also will curi masuk my house. at first my whole family did not like her because she is so smelly. but after a while, she managed to capture all our hearts.

we begun feeding her everyday. she stayed on at my house from then. somewhere in august, she suddenly manstruted. then her smell, i guess, attracted many male dogs from around the area. my parents was so angry and started chasing her from our house because male dogs of all shapes and sizes were flocking at our places. so the dog did not come back for a while.

after a few weeks, she suddenly came back. knowing that she most probably was pregnant already, my parents were sort of reluctant to feed her again. but then again, somehow we tak sampai hati. so we continued feeding her and she is at my house ever since. she's pregnant and about to give birth and she's still pretty filty and full of kutu. haha~!!!

here are a few pictures of her:-

after whinning

haha~!!! finally finished 80% of my exams. just one more paper to go, next friday. right after the paper yesterday, we went to jusco to celebrate alex's birthday. then right after that hooi ling and i went to mp for a movie. we watched the myth. i was actually litterally dragged by my legs to go for that movie but it turned out a nice movie. i liked the concept of them crossing the spiritual and scientific believes. and also crossing the past and present.

it's a story if jack (jackie chan), a scientist who kept having dreams about himself being an ancient worrior general, general meng yi. the worrior played the part of protecting Princess Li and keeping her in safe hands until she is delivered to the Emporer to be one of his concubines. during their journey they were attacked leaving meng yi and li to find their way on foot to their country. as usual li fell in love with meng yi. being loyal to his country, meng yi still has to bring his emporer the concubine. li was upset and wanted to suicide, but meng yi made her promise that she will live at least for him.

basically the movie is interesting and nice. anyway, i've been spending really a lot lately. i need to control myself. haha~!!!

just talking

well, it's really not nice to find out that you've been left out... so many times by people you thought were your friends. i feel like a door mat. why do i say so you might ask, this is because yesterday while celebrating alex's birthday, they were talking about events that happen while celebrating my other friendS birthday. and i realise, i wasn't there~!!!!

ok... im not being childish or anything, but how could they do that? they are my friends... maybe not even friends... they were my so called close friends~!!! but it's ok, thinking back, there could be a lot of reasons. for one, it's obvious, while the rest of my friend (from alpha) still stuck to one another, i could deny that i'm one of them who strayed. i became closer to other people.

bad, bad move, shouldn't have done that. the new people i join in beta did not join me for the same reasons i joined them, i join them for company, friends and fun. they join me for convinience. stupid me. why have i not learn for bad experiences? stupid, stupid, stupid me. now i'm obligated to rejoin my old friends or just stick to the useless brats.

will my old friends think that i'm such a lame come-back kid? if i continue to stick with the rotten ones, they will continue to make full use of me. i want to go back to my old friends, but, not nice to say, i'm shy. but really i like them. though they are not people who really knows the real me, but they are really nice, organised and smart people. the brats i'm befriending now, has no personalities at all, just a bunch of irresponsible and pushy people who does not care about people around them.

live (friends wise) is so different from all the places i have made friends. back in st. davids, we litterally grew up together, if not since we were kids, at least for almost 5 - 10 years. i don't have to be another person when around them, i don't have to hide myself or seal my mouth. we all know each other pretty well.of cause it is normal to have back-stabbing and gossips, but we still love each other in the end. we could talk about almost everything under the sun to each other. and the best part? we still hang out together *240z* till today. they are the best~!!!!

at the temple. we have cliques too. the aunties and uncles, our older brothers and sisters, then us the erm... trouble-makers (according to the older gens of the temple), then the kids. though i'm not too close tothe whole gang like most of them, but i do have a few whom i'm really close. one thing that really highlights them is that they are really concern and caring about one another. all of them never fail to light up your gloomiest days and moods. with them, i can forget about being serious. it is fun and nonsense all day~!!!!

friendship was not stable from the very beginning in mmu. not only i was stuck being in the second batch intake all alone, i was stuck with people who pulled down my self-esteem and confidence for the first 2 months. then things were better with my new found hardworking and sort of fun friends. studies is really important to them and they are a bit conservative. they treated me nice and we went to many places (even places i have never been though being a malaccan). but when beta came, all of us took different majors. so i have to start over. instead of sticking with the clique frpm alpha, stupid me has to go with other people. what have i done~!!!!

live is so weak and unfair~!!!

exam blues

i'm in the middle of my finals now. them sien already... every day study... got 5 subjects (or rather obstacles) to sit for.

finished my 2nd paper today, it was maths. damn tough lar the paper. luckily i'm not the only one who said it was difficult. so did the rest who sat for the paper.

still have 3 subjects to study for... lukily i have my source of motivation my darling, beloved.........



if not by the end of my exams, you see me becoming off-key already. haha~!!! then i have hwc stuffs to think of somemore. so scared that everyone will think how lazy, lousy a leader i am

sure their mouthsays they understand it's because of exams and everything. but god knows what's going on in their quiet minds right? hai... hope everything will fall into place naturally.

You and Me

LIFEHOUSE
You And Me


What day is it? And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words
You've got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

There's something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right

Cause it's you and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you
and me and all of the people with nothing to do
Nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people
And I don't know why, I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it?
And in what month?
This clock never seemed so alive

*this song very nice and so meaningfull~!!!*

Those are pictures of me and also me & cousin Shan taken with my new K700i... *smilez*

My Dream

in the middle of confusion and frustration, muahahaha~!!! there was a slight twist of fate... i got something that i've waited 2 years for~!!! my brand new Sony Ericsson K700i~!!!! my new obsession that i could not get my hands off.

so while i'm still googoogaagaa-ing over my K700i, lets take a moment to forget about the boy problem... till the time i'm done facinating over my toy, then we will talk more about my problems... haha~!!! so in the time being, WHO CARES ABOUT BOYS~!!?? haha~!!!

My Lost

I lost a good friend exactly one year a go. not to death, not to love but to sheer egoism. it did not really bother me at all at that time since i did not see him much after that. he afterall was a person my other friends hated me to be friends with. and good for me too for there was no one to down grade me anymore.

it was not until now that i sat and think about the person i missed in my life. he came to my thoughts right at once. in the past he was one of my first close guy friend. though in other people's eyes, he was nothing more than a bully to me, but i excused him and told myself perhaps he sees me as one of the guys.

really, behind closed doors, we did listen to each other. also the caringness we had for each other. i miss those times too. and we argued, big and small, so many times too, but we would always patched things up with one another sooner or later.

but one act of egoism, tore us up forever. i don't see how we could ever be friends again. though i miss him as a friend but again i don't think we could be the same again.

My size

haha~!!! dunno i should be happy about my body size or not. sometimes i sit and think about it, then i'm quite happy with the way it looks... but sometimes i really feel pathetic. ok my height is about 154 cm, weigh about 47-50 kg. odd right?

ok don't judge how i might look (if you haven't met me) by just according to my weight and height. i have that weight because i have heavy bone structure. in real life i'm considered or people look me as small. even got nicknamed ' budak kecik'. nice to have the size i'm one thing is because it is easy to fit into almost anything. i could even shop in the kids department.

but shy ok... my dad's form 1 students towers over me. i'm serious. yesterdy i was walking pass my dad's tuition class, at the same time a student was walking pass me also. she was like an inch or two taller then i'm. there was once a pak cik even asked me 'dik, dik, darjah berapa?'. bodoh right?

and when you buy a pair of pants (especially those with the 3 digit price tags), you see how much they have to cut to adapt to your height... you will start imagining... how many percent from the price you paid, had they cut off. and one more thing, how you can't buy pants with nice patterns at the calf area, because once they alter it, the pattern will all be gone~!!!

one more thing is the size of my feet and palms. i hear a lot of 'oh my god... oyur feet is so small', 'oh my god... where can i find palms smaller than these...?'. PLEASE~!!! haha~!!!

anyway, one part of my body that i get commented on are my clevage... just that day a friend of mine ask me how did i do it...haha~!!! that's the funniest question that i've ever been asked before. it's really just choosing the right cup size or bra type and knowing how to adjust your boobs in it. haha~!!!

anyway, like it or not i have to learn to accept the way my body is... so i'm happy.

SKE Dhamma School 41st HWC

ive been appointed chairlady for this year's 41st annual Holiday Work Camp. i accepted it by choice. for several reasons, one, i don't want dhamma school to fall intp the arms of MBYS. and another to prove that our batch of dhamma kids are not just a bunch of hopeless and trouble makers. not that i play a big part in our clique in the temple. but i hope i can represent them though just being a back ground person.

being the chairlady for this camp, i'll be the first female holding the post and possibly the youngest too. i also might just be a puppet sitting up there while others run the camp, but i promise to try make this camp a success and be the 'bomb'. ive got a lot of supports from everybody and is glad of that. but i play a big difficult part of not getting bothered by what people might talk but me being in that seat.

though most senior batch dhamma school members might say and come to conscience that it was time to hand down the posts, but not everybody will know that. being pick as the chairlady this time is not something they would agree on although the uncle(s) all give their highest most support and believes in me, the seniors might not think im experienced enough. not only that, there are people too who whould think they would be better off seating in that seat, worst still they could be people whom in close with or trusts me.

people might feel intermediated by me because they might think that they should get the post. but it is not by choice that i wanted my name to be drawn out of the hat. it was by dicussions and votes. how suprise i was to have been picked. it never crossed my mind that i could get the seat at all. i hope my team will cooperate well with me throughout the camp. i hope we will make the best out of it and make the camp a memorable one for everybody.

Behind These Hazel Eyes

Kelly Clarkson - Behind These Hazel Eyes

Seems like just yesterday
You were a part of me
I used to stand so tall
I used to be so strong
Your arms around me tight
Everything, it felt so right
Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong
Now I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hanging on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

I told you everything
Opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright
For once in my life
Now all that's left of me
Is what I pretend to be
Sewn together, but so broken up inside
'Cause I can't breathe
No, I can't sleep
I'm barely hangin' on

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Swallow me then spit me out
For hating you, I blame myself
Seeing you it kills me now
No, I don't cry on the outside
Anymore...

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

Here I am, once again
I'm torn into pieces
Can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes

This song speaks to me... haha~!!! no lar, it just mean a lot to me. love it~!!!

My Mood Swing

ok... perhaps i owe everybody who has talked to me lately an apology and explanation of my sudden bad mood and straight forwardness :-( but of course what i told everybody was to blame it on my pms. truthfully it wasnt entirely that. it was a lot of things put into 1 big angry leo.

first there was my exam that squeeze every single drop of patience in me. then fatigue of everything got a whole large portion of me. thank got i kind of have i whole week's of rest next week to regain all strength i lost for the past couple of weeks.

other factors that provoked my moodiness is i guess the thought of people looking down on me. really... i can't stand people who could not accept me for the way im. i don't like people who tries to change me. ive really tried to elimineted parts of me that i think doesnt suit or doesnt bring me any good. i really have. but inspite of all that why does people still want to change me?

ive sat and pondered about all the things i brother told me. a lot of it will make me a better person. one that i treasure the most but still learning is when he said 'think before you speak'. it is so true because there is always more than one way to get any message across but i still need to learn those skills. the comments that i'm getting late deeply hurts me, but i could not do or say anything in fear of hurting the other party.

im known to be really soft hearted. sometimes i feel that i take care too much about other peoples feeling than my own. i love pleasing people. but in return i always get stepped on the head. but i never learn my lesson. because of these weakness of mine, people usually don't take me seriously and i seldom get things done my way. maybe that's also one of the reasons of my frustration.

snother thing my brother told me is that 'nothing could make you angry or sad except for yourself'. if you think carefully, all my anger and frustration is not thoroughly necessary and worth too. maybe i should learn to take others lightly too and also control my temper and not let anger get in my way.

Leo the Green Monster

you know what... really i'm jealous. everybody in my life has a significant other. but i don't have one. plus i don't mean to react like i don't care when anyone talks about their other half. but i mean it's devastating to hear so much about it when you can't compare yourself to the person talking you know what i mean?

it's like you can't help but think you are so hopeless and unwanted. i'm really a weak hearted person easily jealous, low self esteem and easily gives up. maybe that's why i'm feeling this way.

Johnny Storm

Johnny Storm @ Human Torch


That's Chris Evans as Johnny Storm in Fantastic Four. He is just so hot aint he? aww.....

Everything Burns

Ben Moody feat. Anastacia - Everything Burns

(OST of Fantastic Four)

She sits in her corner
Singing herself to sleep
Wrapped in all of the promises
That no one seems to keep
She no longer cries to herself
No tears left to wash away
Just diaries of empty pages
Feelings gone astray
But she will sing

Till everything burns while everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate and all of this pain
Burning all down as my anger reigns
Till everything burns (oh oh oo whoa...)

Walking through life unnoticed
Knowing that no one cares
Too consumed in their maquerade
No one sees her there
And still she sings

Till everything burns while everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate and all of this pain
Burning all down as my anger reigns
Till everything burns

Everything burns (everything burns)
Everything burns
Watching it all fade away (All fade away)

Everyone screams
Everyone screams
Watching it all fade away

Till everything burns while everyone screams
Burning their lies
Burning my dreams
All of this hate and all of this pain
Burning all down as my anger reigns

Till everything burns (whoa oo whoa...)
Everything burns
Watching it all fade away (Away...everything burns)
Watching it all fade away

This song is so so so nice and cool... listen to it people~!!!

My blog

Well i'm creating this blog as a virtual diary sort of thing. I'm not planning on telling anybody about this. But if you are already reading it just carry on and read. I just don't plan on telling anybody and make a big deal out of it just because i'm whinning about my life here. Ya...this is what this blog is going to be about...it's all about me and my boring life. So, welcome to my life~!!!